||[Apr. 17th, 2006|02:54 pm]
Cable x Deadpool
Title: Suggestions welcome, originally titled "Comment Fic Time"
Disclaimer: I don't own anything.
This is a commentfic I wrote over in dizzycadence's journal, so uh enjoy?
Wade felt Nate’s fingers ghosting along his scars, tracing out patterns that no else took the time to see. But Nate did, and at the same time Wade could smell Nate; the combination of his breath, his cologne, his shampoo, his sweat, everything that put together was Nate. Including the coconut body lotion that Wade had given him, for no reason; just he thought he’d like it was all. No one noticed when that became part of what Nate smelt like. No one, but Wade that is.
Nate still hurt when he used the Dominus Objective, he hurt everytime, he just hid it. No one knew, no one even suspected, except Wade of course. Wade knew exactly what it felt like, Black Box had made sure of that. The way it felt to see Wade curled into a foetal position, the pain too much to even scream, that stayed with him. So did Wade, even after that.
Sometimes in the dead of night Wade would bolt straight up from sleep, his reassembled mind deciding that right then was a great time to attack him with the memory of something a healthy person would have repressed, things that his formerly fragmented mind hid from him. Nate knew though, he knew all Wade’s secrets. And Wade knew a few of his. Things he wished he didn’t, if only because it wasn’t always a memory that woke him. Sometimes it was the possibility, the possibility that he might let him down, that someone could make him slip up.
Nate even knew that. There was something Wade had been sure that Nate didn’t know, that he couldn’t know. There was something that Nate knew, that he knew that Wade knew. If Nate hadn’t done such a good job gluing it back together it would have blown Wade’s mind when Nate kissed him for the first time.